A weekend. basically it does mean a full day for tiring mind and body to rest. but, more days, it becomes a chance to add your knowledges, your experiences, or call it value.

this weekend is one of great weekend i’ve met in life. was fulled of roller coaster mood in speed. God.

i’ll be just sharing of what i’ve got these two days :)
i got Nobel photo session on saturday morning at campus, it was really tiring because i got next photosession at papyrus. erm my friend photosessin, correct it. but because i was doing it happily, it was total pleasure. moreover, due to what’s been background of these two schedules. wish it millions of luck ;p

i was doing my project literally. and it was beacuse i’m sure that i did something right, and iam trying and will be constantly try to do it in a good way. insya Allah. motivation that someday i can do something good for this country grows inside and even bigger more days.

but, i got something bad to spend and it makes me little bit confuse. named it a family gathering in formal content. in this gathering, we share about what’s been our responsibility, and what’s been our point of view of others. well, the sharing was really good at examining your mental. i called it confuse because some people really makes me less direction. there is someone that well-known having bad record in doing his/her responsibility. but in talking, oh my God, he’s just the man. skip it, i don’t want to focus giving bad attention to certain person. in this case, i just can’t understand why people have so many points of view. positive, it’s good to complete each other. indeed, differences exist for reasons.
but, is it exist a real GOOD-BAD things content and RIGHT-WRONG things content. what is the real base of human can choose that something is good/bad and right/wrong?

i have my own voice, i’m not idealistic. i’m realistic but it doesn’t mean that i don’t have an ideal things to rely on. sure that i keep learning and looking for the basic standard of something can be judged (right/wrong - bad/good). as human, this is our fate for being right and good. for looking for a better thing. this is why people change. even they judge themselves bad literally, in that ‘bad image’ always saved pure conscience to direct them. correct me if i’m wrong :)

maybe, to show people is not being too much talking right things in order. someday, if i got chance, insya Allah i’ll do the best in being a leader. being firm is a must, direct to the right vision in a good way is a valuable process, but the purpose is not making some hard personality to others, emphasizing (only) our voices. besides, an open mind, a tough soul and an awareness for being good for themself.

bad things come for reasons. this is why i was lost in my bad mood and realize that i was wasting my time. this gonna be a hard struck to a better life. the word “better” for basic. not for some people who just force on their own culture and desire.

everybody has it’s right.
so, choose yours :)